I had a bunch of things to say but I don’t know where to start.. Even if I said it, it may not change anything. I’ve been feeling helpless and tried to curb with that by changing my mentality that I can’t change people, suck it up. Evade, escape and bury the ill emotions other people’s selfish acts put me through. 

Do I have to do this for life, I wonder?  Is this what living together is about? I can compromise myself but why should I have to compromise my baby to supposedly family members who act only to their own convenience at the expense of my baby’s health? I feel shitty disagreeing but not being able to change anything but tolerating. 

No wonder marriage hardly brings happiness. How to be happy when life after marriage is all about tolerating? 


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